Oh no you didn't!

Freakin Pow Pow is crazy. He needs to shut up and keep his nose outta peoples bizzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Justkidding, ily. But seriously though, haha

So Good Morning it's Saturday and Lauren's at my house still. Not sleeping over though, but our parents are talking about our futures and their past =/ haha it's been an hour and we were just sitting on the ground for a while, but then we snuck up to use the computer. So anyways! Today was interessssting. Bonded, ate, shopped, talked. Last beach trip today, well for me at least. Only ONE WEEK before I leave. Officially! Well after the beach trip Lauren came over and we ate McDonalds, then went up to my room for a realllllllllllllllllllly emotional/deep/heartfelt talk. Crazy.

So basically we concluded :

People live for the thrill in life. If there's no excitement in a situation, there's basically no point whatsoever to even deal with it. People are like 'me me me' and only care about themselves and what's directly affecting them. I mean, who actually takes the time to help someone for a second instead of just walking away and going on with their own lives? Not saying that we're always there for everyone, but just making the point :)

Guys are sooo much more complicated than they say they are. You never know what they're thinking and its just so hard to keep track cause what if you're losing them and you don't even know it? You don't know if they're repeating the same shit and the same ol' lines to the girl/guy right next to you. (Yeah PowPow) hahahahaaa. But seriously, who knows if they really even mean it these days. I mean words are words but nothing is meant.

" Love and Hate are both strong words; People toss around the words like they actually mean it, so that the word Love doesn't even have a meaning anymore"

One day we're gonna look back at all this and we're gonna laugh about all this and realize that none of this was really worth it. I mean cummmmmon, who cares what she said about you about you liking her cousin's best friend when your other best friend told you that she liked him way before you did and now she's mad cause your dog ate your funnel cake? Dumb.

Looking back at our past, we've grown because every little thing that we do these days matter. We learn so much from our experiences whether they're good or bad, and its necessary for us to go on, cause really, LIFE GOES ON.

Now our parents are talkin bout computer screens, Lauren's dad's nerdy highschool friends, Spanish grades, Math Analysis, Science, boys, and allllllllllllla that 'good' stuff.
I REALLY WANNA SHOWER :(

Okay goodnight! errrrr.. goodmorning.

Buying (hopefully) Breaking Dawn tomorrow :)/today
CAN'T WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
AND TODAY I'M GONNA GO W/ ANDREA TO SEE BATMAN AND CUE!

Kay peace out.