Maybe,

just maybe this'll be the year. I now know I'm better off without that extra baggage hanging around and better off with some things just kept to myself.

Schools been fine, everythings been fine.
PAC showcase was fine, I mean fun. But god the guys were so fine! Random ass guys walked up to me and asked for my 7's nothaaaanks.
After that smelling Hawaiian Bread from across the street, Denny's, and scary stories in the car til almost 12 pm. Never looking at the backup screen ever again after last night, cause I'm real scared that the Grudge is seriously gonna be hanging upside down staring at me through the screen. Holyshit. Yesterday was seriously considered the typa fun/adventure that I haven't had in a while.

On the phone w/ Andrea, who knew she was sucha biiiiiiiiiiitch (: Then off to practice and then Staples or whatever.

Keep your head up girl.

happy birthday paulo bautista,

your sixteeeeeeeeeeeen. you make me smile. you complete me, yeah yeah yeah. you know the rest.
love you.

back to the usual,

and so schools here again, wonderful.
Classes are decent can't really complain. Gotta get focused this year not really gonna be on so much anymore. Rollin with my best homegirls like we were never apart again. Btw, I agree.
So goodbye?

gbye!

summer 08! As happy as I am to say goodbye to you, I think I need just ONE MORE blog about you.

Bye to phonecalls til 4 am.
Bye to that old drama.
Bye to PSAT classes.
Bye to random family trips.
Bye to fights.
Bye to liking you.
Bye to old grudges.
Bye to ice cold lemonade.
Bye to Six Flags.
Bye to myspace everyday.
Bye to roadtrips.
Bye to those crummy summer assignments.
BYE TO THIS HEEEEEEEEEEEEEAT!
Bye to Hong Kong :(
Bye to broken camera.
Bye to goldfish # 76. Rip.
Bye to art class.
Bye to Olympics.
Bye to sooooo much more -.-

Got back from San Jose at around 2 ish. It was funnn , Santa Cruz<3 First place I'm gonna drive to once I get a permit etc. Last day of summers today, ah and I'm exhausted. Pretty much excited for tomorrow, don't know why. Gossip Girl tonight :) Yesssssssssssss. So alls good in tha hood. I'm off to finish my notes and eat, adios.

pooped,

my gooooodness long day!

woke up at around 8:30 ish to get my blood drawn -_- woopie, ha. this old lady kept talking to my mom about how her doctor is in a difficult marriage and how he's having affairs w/ other women and stuff, idk. seemed as if my mom was actually enjoying her talk with her which is straaaaange but then again its always fun to talk to strangers. a really old women walked in and i overheard her talking to the nurse at the counter that she had 16 days left to live. then she came down and sat next to me while her husband went back to the counter to fill out the forms for her blood test. i was seriously in shock cause i honestly wouldn't know what i would do even if i had 5 years left compared to 16 days. there just wouldn't be enough time! and i felt so horrible for that little old lady with red hair sitting next to me because she probably had a family, a husband, a whole life that she was going to leave. i couldn't imagine what her husband, a little old man, was going through knowing that the one person that you decided to spend your life with is going to leave you forever. but the one thing i'm glad to have seen was that old couple holding hands waiting for the doctor to call her in.

after that, went to ande's to pick her up then we went to mcdonalds w/ my mom and we saw this lady with a dress that was see through! hahahah like it was a teal color, but you didn't even have to look that hard to realize that you could see her black underwear and bra. my god. watch what you leave your house wearing, jeeeez! :) then back to my house and we 'studied'. more like talking about the silliest stuff, and wow. man, i missed her.

decided that we really had to get to work and i had to go to laurens anyway that day so we went to verdugo to pick up lauren and i saw pow pow :) aww so cute. btw pow, if your reading this, my mom thinks your the cutest thing! haha! went to laurens, and GOT TO SERIOUS WORKIN. no kidding man. AND GUESS WHAT?! WE FINISHED ALL OUR NOTES :D

Really really productive day and got a lot in it, i need more of these.

goodnight & goodbye

way back,

"don't tell me you love me unless you mean it, cause i might do something crazy like believe it."

yum

Couldn't sleep a bit last night. It was pretty horrible. Maybe cause I'm not used to my bed or whatever, haha.
Woke up w/ a really bad migraine and feeling all sticky and hot in the mornin. Eeeesh, great way to come back to the good ol' U - S - of A hunh? Naahhhhhhht! Woke up at 11 even though I was supposed to meet up at 8 to get my sceduale, but guess thats gonna be for tomorrow. Ugh, have a doctor's appointment tmr then who knows what. Turns out Saturday-Monday I'll be gone. Road trip/Vegas/family kinda thing I guess. Supposed to go on a cruise to el Mexico but I don't think I could handle alla that.
Almost done w/ To Kill A Mockingbird, and then gonna hafta start on Pride and Prejudice I guess. UGHHHH. SPRITE notes gonna be done w/ Lauren Wednesday I'm thinking? Then hopefully Thursday I getta see Andrea.

1. You're a bad influence, ohmy you are.


xoxoxoxoxoxxoxo!