Just gets so hard sometimes,

Is everyone supposed to have THAT summer or is it just for those who haven't lived? THAT summer doesn't necessarily mean a good thing either. My minds been everywhere lately and I try so hard to just keep my mind off of everything and just to focus on those who matter, but its hard. Had my fair share of disasters and crisis's this past month and the thing is, nothings really been gained. No need for whining cause nothings going to help. All I have to do is just keep my head up and keep my head straight. Homes not home for me anymore, i don't even know how, but things have changed. I just really want to get out, away away faaaaar away. Well its gonna happen in 3 days. But I can't wait that long. No clue whats gonna happen the 2 weeks I'm gone, but according to someone, things are going to change a loooooot. Time = changes I guess, and I'm really scared about whats going to happen. Because my time is being wasted by the second.

But the thing is I can't wait.

And I don't even think you care.

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And so it's done. And so it's over with. And so we've decided. And so it's admitted. And so the truth is out. And I'm ready to look back and move on. And so we'll look back on this and laugh. And so time will takes its toll. And so I'm finished, completely. Not really though.